Once in Nothingville

tonite i just feel so uneasy.. my past memory suddenly came across my mind.. YA Allah help me to forget it...  then wat makes me so uneasy is i am sooooo patiently wait for sumbody.. huhuh!! waiting is hurting.. i dont want to wait any more.. just continue wit other thingss...  nyway i dearly hate dis feeling..tgok! ade unsur kepincangan? ahahah... then, i just make a statement! physic is my nightmare! i donnt want to continue my study in field related to science.. i feel hopeless and give up already.. waahhh..thnx oke! sya ney cam ade perasaan tak bersyukur kan?kan? :: nope, this is totally me! i will easily give up on sumthing! but i can quickly buckle up if sumone inspire me! yeah! i need an inspiration..... seyesly i feel like i am totally a looser after i left school. why?why? -bcos i dun earn money! i am a GRAPERS... -bcos i gain weight! ahaha.. even i just take my meal in small parttion! -i have eyebags! syesly menci giler! ney sbb aku tido lewat tyap malamm.... -i fe...

alhamdulillah.. finally its over.. everything happens for a reason... my SPM result is fine! just fine.. Alhamdulillah.. nothing to cry.. no need to be sad or to cry.. i am totally TABULARASA... huhuhu.. i am neutral... but than I am grateful with it.. Alhamdulillah.. i would lyke to express my gratitude to Allah for giving me such wonderful feeling.. *WONDERFUL FEELING? -ko biar betol sya....yep,, sgt2 betol..tabularasa feeling is much better than boastful feeling or sad feeling.. which in either way we call it as neutral... - actually still i feel sad with my biology and physic result.. i got B+ for both subject.. which my target is A.. but i didnt manage to get.. but what can i do then.... except if i want to check it again.. **malas okey.. bazir dwet saje.. ** but really thanx to all my teachers and parents.. so do my dearest frens.. i still manage to score A+ for bm and pai..(waa.. ney le jadi ustazah ney) then my english is A and GCE is B3(mayb i can further in TES...

H.A.P.P.Y Sound  a great and cheerful title rite? ehehe.. why ae i choose dis title? of course bcos i am so happy! yaeh! i am really happy! i was totally  in cloud nine!! there must be a reason why i am so happy! hehehe..  well, as in the title, i said that happiness could be as simple as ABC.. for me do what makes u happy.. be with whom make u smile.. heheh.. Alhamdulillah a great thanx and gratitude to Allah the Mighty for giving me this opportunity to feel such happiness.. "Happiness lies in the joy of achievement and the thrill of creative effort." Franklin Roosevelt "  hapiness is similarly related to kindness.. well it is really true!! trust me.. when you do good to anybody you will always feel happy!!  there are many way to get and feel happiness..     ----yeah well i'll always hope that i will feel happy in every second in my lyfe..   but then i will always remember dis.. "everybody want to be HAPPY, nobody want to...